Angels

I just finished talking to my mother, I love talking with her about life and why we think things happen. Tonight she really opened my eyes to something I had stuck in my mind, "why did that have to happen?" I couldn't understand why, I was thinking what if I had never met someone? And then my mother answered those questions in my mind, without me asking her those questions, I just told her everything that had happened. I told her about people in my surroundings, and just told her all that had been going on around me. Then she told me, what if that person was your angel because maybe that person protected you from other people's bad intentions? There were people around me that were known to be people with bad habits but because of me engaging with that person, no one dared to cross my path... That person helped me walk through the danger that was all around me. Even though it really hurt me when I couldn't see that person ever again, I just realized maybe I only needed that person for that place I was in. That person protected me... That person was my angel... I am very appreciative with that person now, I don't feel hurt or sour about that person leaving me "hanging" or "brokenhearted" anymore. I still wish that person was around me though, or at least texted me once in a while. But, I know that nothing will ever be the same because, I ruined our friendship somehow, well I think. I have a bad habit of making things awkward unconsciously. I really hope I learned my lesson this time, and I really am never going to let myself ruin a friendship ever again. I think my angel was really always just trying to protect me, but I accidentally fell in love with him. I accidentally felt sour and angry at him, when I should've been grateful. I hope that if I ever see my angel again, we can be friends again. Long distance friends at least. I know there are many people that are angels in this world, some, we fall in love with them but never get to be with them in this life on earth anymore. Some angels are those people that block some people out of your life and you hate them for it, but then again those people that that angel blocked you from could've hurt you really bad. There are angels that look so worthless but are worth more than you can imagine, they look like they can't give you anything in return when they actually give you wisdom to learn. Those angels are everywhere. Some make you want to hurt them, but they just want you to learn patience or resistance or something. That's why it's bad to hurt people because they're actually angels trying to open your eyes, and still, even when you hurt them you still learn, how courageous of them and very loving actions are they. That's what I think now, it's a beautiful thing I think, to be able to see angels everyday, even my mother is an angel! I just thought, my mother told me what I've been yearning to hear from God, and finally my angelic mother told me what my soul needed to hear. I feel like I'm completely healed from my wounds, from my ego wounds. I think any wound we actually feel in our emotions, is actually an ego wound. That's why it's not good to hate people. What I'm saying here actually sounds like I'm saying that everyone is an angel, but, no. People that kill, lie, and steal are those that have lost their angelic powers. Those people are the ones that need the healing, and we, the angels redeemed, need to be their angel somehow and protect then from hurting other people. God, it's amazing. Anyone can redeem their angelic power by being a help to others somehow. It's kind of a philosophy I believe in here. I like to believe, and I do believe that what I'm saying here is true. God made us helpers to others, and angels are helpers. Angels also lose their wings when they fail to their purpose, but if those angels that lose their wings are really sorry for what they did... They can redeem themselves by becoming helpers to others like the angels they used to be. God made angels to help and we are angels without wings and to redeem ourselves we need to help people remember this. Wow, I'm so grateful right now. I love any problem I face, I've faced, and will face... Because there are angels all around me, I'm not alone... And no one around me is alone, because I'm a helper to anyone in need of wisdom, patience, love, or caring, anything. I will be their angel, so they can remember that they're angels too. <33333333